What A Catch, Donnie
So...
Got the blues again...
Again.
Comes when least expected and most unwanted.
I know I'm not the only one in the world who's sad.
I wish I could put what I feel into words.
This is not a rant or a cry for help, just a pain in the ass.
Maybe writing a couple of lines will help.
Boo-fucking-hoo right..?!
Christmas was great! No complaints there. Got loads of great gifts.
Such as Fall Out Boys new album "Folie à Deux" which is awesome!
I've got the best friends in the world!
AND I've got the greatest family!
I've got a nice flat and a lovely cat (rhyme haha).
I guess I'm lucky.
But I'm not happy... like...
I'm not even sure I should even post this.
It's not like I'm some freaky wrist slicing emo or anything!
I don't even feel sorry for myself cos there are billions and billions of people who are worse off than me.
But we're all different right? Different on different days.
Perhaps things will feel better in the morning.
I wish I could talk to my mum, or Jill or my sisters or Josse or anyone but I never know what to say.
I so shouldn't be posting this... Haha this is so sick.
But it feels kinda good to jot some scattered thoughts down.
Even though I know people are going to read this, which is kinda scary.
Ramble ramble ramble...
That's one of my biggest flaws. Making jokes and acting like a sane person. Haha.
"No worries, I'm fine!"
Fine... what does that even mean?
"Fine" is just a fucking cover up innit? When someone asks you how you are, people almost always answer "fine."
Why?
Cos it's easier.
You answer what you think people want to hear.
But honestly! Don't worry about me because of this post!
This is just a blue streak that will pass. They come and go, more or less intensely all the time.
I do feel a tad better. I'm not even going to read this through. Thank you for reading.
Going to bed now. Sleep tight!
xxxxxxxx
CAT
Got the blues again...
Again.
Comes when least expected and most unwanted.
I know I'm not the only one in the world who's sad.
I wish I could put what I feel into words.
This is not a rant or a cry for help, just a pain in the ass.
Maybe writing a couple of lines will help.
Boo-fucking-hoo right..?!
Christmas was great! No complaints there. Got loads of great gifts.
Such as Fall Out Boys new album "Folie à Deux" which is awesome!
I've got the best friends in the world!
AND I've got the greatest family!
I've got a nice flat and a lovely cat (rhyme haha).
I guess I'm lucky.
But I'm not happy... like...
I'm not even sure I should even post this.
It's not like I'm some freaky wrist slicing emo or anything!
I don't even feel sorry for myself cos there are billions and billions of people who are worse off than me.
But we're all different right? Different on different days.
Perhaps things will feel better in the morning.
I wish I could talk to my mum, or Jill or my sisters or Josse or anyone but I never know what to say.
I so shouldn't be posting this... Haha this is so sick.
But it feels kinda good to jot some scattered thoughts down.
Even though I know people are going to read this, which is kinda scary.
Ramble ramble ramble...
That's one of my biggest flaws. Making jokes and acting like a sane person. Haha.
"No worries, I'm fine!"
Fine... what does that even mean?
"Fine" is just a fucking cover up innit? When someone asks you how you are, people almost always answer "fine."
Why?
Cos it's easier.
You answer what you think people want to hear.
But honestly! Don't worry about me because of this post!
This is just a blue streak that will pass. They come and go, more or less intensely all the time.
I do feel a tad better. I'm not even going to read this through. Thank you for reading.
Going to bed now. Sleep tight!
xxxxxxxx
CAT
